lol figured I should write an update.
Hubbies mom is doing fine as far as I know. she was released the sunday before our trip. Our trip was great!!! Got there monday afternoon. walked around a bit went to Dicks and ate...that was different hahha. then went and got dressed and hit Fremont Street. Hubby drank way to much so headed back to hotel around 12. Got up tuesday and hit the strip. We were in awe lol. We walked from the Excalibur to Treasure Island and back a taxi driver told us that is 6 miles one way OMH no wonder my feet were killing me. Got back to hotel changed our clothes and went to the Stratosphere for awhile then back to Fremont Street. I think Fremont Street was our fav place. I got home Wednesday night and up for work thursday. I weighed in Thursday afternoon 145.6. I gained 2 lbs from my trip can you say loser!!! Last weekend the weather was great did a lot of yard work and went for a walk/run yesterday. By this afternoon the weather has turned shitty again so I will be going to the gym tonight instead of a walk/run. I am really bummed. My friend that did the challenge with me last time did not weigh in last week. I was really hoping to beat her this time. She is still losing baby weight so she losses it easier than me but I was going to do it this time lol.
Not much else I will post wednesday after my weigh in.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Friday, March 16, 2012
What an effed up week
Kitty our comment made me laugh so hard. I think I would just jump off a cliff if I was part of a weight loss challenge and actually gained 7 lbs. hahha
OMH I have had one of the most trying weeks in a long time...
Lets start with Monday. As you all know I did rather shitty in the challenge only 7 lbs in 2 months I mean really I must be majorly suffering from an ED to only loss 7 lbs anyways starting another challenge next week. so went home was doing the mom and wife thing when there was a knock at the door. It was our friendly sheriff dept. Apparently my 17 year old son and a few of his friends were going around stealing shit out of trailers. really expensive snow machine gear and stuff. and to top it off he is now smoking pot and was stoned when they came OMFG really. he just got caught 5 months ago stealing from Maverik (a local convenience store) and is still finishing his punishment for that so I see jail in his near future.
Tuesday I could not take this cold/flu any more and left work 4 hours early to go home and die on my couch. so short check next week yeah me :(
Wednesday was ok not great but not bad.
Then last night I get a call from hubbys dad (hubby not home yet) he tells me that hubby sister just called him and their mom has had a major heart attach and has been life flighted to a bigger hospital. I am such a horrible person all i can do is bitch and worry about how this might effect my vegas trip. really what fucking loser is worried about that when their hubbys mom might be dieing. Oh yea ME I am going to hell I know. So hubby gets home makes a few calls and I guess his sister blew it out of proportion I guess his moms blood pressure was sky high and they could not bring it down so they shipped her off before she had a heart attach. so now the plan (hoping she does not die before monday) is we will leave sunday cause our airport is in the same town his mom is at. We will spent time with her. go to airport monday afternoon for flight and head to vegas as planed. I am trying to pack and clean and make sure my two kids that are staying home have everything they might possible need ect. and I am trying to work today.
I am hoping to get one last tan in tomorrow also.
I just keep telling myself mondayy will be here soon and I do not have to be a responsible adult for 2 days lol
OMH I have had one of the most trying weeks in a long time...
Lets start with Monday. As you all know I did rather shitty in the challenge only 7 lbs in 2 months I mean really I must be majorly suffering from an ED to only loss 7 lbs anyways starting another challenge next week. so went home was doing the mom and wife thing when there was a knock at the door. It was our friendly sheriff dept. Apparently my 17 year old son and a few of his friends were going around stealing shit out of trailers. really expensive snow machine gear and stuff. and to top it off he is now smoking pot and was stoned when they came OMFG really. he just got caught 5 months ago stealing from Maverik (a local convenience store) and is still finishing his punishment for that so I see jail in his near future.
Tuesday I could not take this cold/flu any more and left work 4 hours early to go home and die on my couch. so short check next week yeah me :(
Wednesday was ok not great but not bad.
Then last night I get a call from hubbys dad (hubby not home yet) he tells me that hubby sister just called him and their mom has had a major heart attach and has been life flighted to a bigger hospital. I am such a horrible person all i can do is bitch and worry about how this might effect my vegas trip. really what fucking loser is worried about that when their hubbys mom might be dieing. Oh yea ME I am going to hell I know. So hubby gets home makes a few calls and I guess his sister blew it out of proportion I guess his moms blood pressure was sky high and they could not bring it down so they shipped her off before she had a heart attach. so now the plan (hoping she does not die before monday) is we will leave sunday cause our airport is in the same town his mom is at. We will spent time with her. go to airport monday afternoon for flight and head to vegas as planed. I am trying to pack and clean and make sure my two kids that are staying home have everything they might possible need ect. and I am trying to work today.
I am hoping to get one last tan in tomorrow also.
I just keep telling myself mondayy will be here soon and I do not have to be a responsible adult for 2 days lol
Monday, March 12, 2012
Weight challenge over
What a crappy week I have last week. I got sick a wednesday and was full blown sick by thursday so Wednesday was the last real exercise day I had. This cold effect your sinuses so I cant breath and when I try to start exercising I break out into a horrible coughing fit that almost makes me pee my pants. I still have it and I am doin everything I can to get rid of it cause I am goin to vegas Monday and will be so pissed is I still feel like this. And today I really tried not to drink a lot of water but I am so thirsty and my throat was getting so dry. Last weigh in was 143.1 I lost ruffly 7lbs or 4.6% in 2 months are you freakin kidin me I am a loser!!! Good side to this is Steph told me today that they was starting another one next week I will be in Vegas for the first 3 days but she said I could come weigh in when i get back. This time I will show myself I can do it!!! no way am I losing less than 10 lbs even if I have to kill myself to get it done!
So hi to my few new followers and thanks Ange Sunshinechild and Miranda for your inspiring comments means a lot really. Sunshine child I will email you about your friend thanks for thinkin of me.
So as of right now I just need to keep doing sit-ups and leg lifts till monday so I look a bit better. Will take pics and post of my trip talk to ya all later!
So hi to my few new followers and thanks Ange Sunshinechild and Miranda for your inspiring comments means a lot really. Sunshine child I will email you about your friend thanks for thinkin of me.
So as of right now I just need to keep doing sit-ups and leg lifts till monday so I look a bit better. Will take pics and post of my trip talk to ya all later!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Weight gain theory lol
Ok this post is all about my theory on why Miranda, I and a few others I have read about have gained weight with no scientific reason behind it. Crazy yes, wrong and sense able, probably not but I did a lot of research on this and I have to make sense of it some how cause that is just the crazy OCD person I am lol.
So it all started this morning when I was on FB. I was scrolling though my post and my friend had posted a pic of her kitchen broom standing by itself in the middle of the floor. I thought WTF so grabbed my broom and had to try this guess what my broom also stood my itself. (posted pic below) So then I got to googling and looking around and apparently during the month of March, spring equinox, and the way the moon is positioned it affects the gravitational pull on earth. Now with that in mind I looked up the definition of weight: but weight is a measure of the gravitational force exerted on that material in a gravitational field; So I am thinking if weight is measured by gravity and right now gravity can make a broom stand by itself it has to be doing something to our weight right???
Ok so I am done with my ramble it is the only way I can make sense of everything and am praying that by April every thing will be back to normal, or close to it.
Oh and try the broom thing it is crazy.
So it all started this morning when I was on FB. I was scrolling though my post and my friend had posted a pic of her kitchen broom standing by itself in the middle of the floor. I thought WTF so grabbed my broom and had to try this guess what my broom also stood my itself. (posted pic below) So then I got to googling and looking around and apparently during the month of March, spring equinox, and the way the moon is positioned it affects the gravitational pull on earth. Now with that in mind I looked up the definition of weight: but weight is a measure of the gravitational force exerted on that material in a gravitational field; So I am thinking if weight is measured by gravity and right now gravity can make a broom stand by itself it has to be doing something to our weight right???
Ok so I am done with my ramble it is the only way I can make sense of everything and am praying that by April every thing will be back to normal, or close to it.
Oh and try the broom thing it is crazy.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Good Lord
Thanks for all your lovely comments about the dress. You ladies are so great...Ok on with my rant so if you dont want to listen to me whine about the same old shit you can stop reading now lol
I suck ass, my life sucks ass, and my will power yep you guessed it. sucks ass. lol So lets start from sunday where we left off. After blogging and FBing I went and did a cardio dance exercise for an hour. Then cleaned a bit and the weather was getting very nice so put on my snow clothes and outside I wnet. I shoveled my porch for 70 minutes. by every site I googled it was somewhere between 420-460 cals burnt. I was very excited thought with that cleaning and exercising 139 should be no prob by monday morn. After I shoveled I came in the house to take a break I was feeling really hungry and so off to the kitchen I went. found some chili thought that would keep me from binging if I ate light small things and it was only 260 cals. then for dinner I ate one of my soup on hands and 2 glasses of wine. Still feeling pretty positive about weigh ins the next day. so up early monday so I could get 1 hour of zumba in and as I headed up stairs steped on the scale and that stupid bitch said 142.6 OMG I cried while doing zumba WTF really 2 lbs in less than 24 hours. I mean by all scientific accounts I would have needed to eat 6000 cals to do that I am am telling you there is no way in hell I could eat that many cals and not be sick to my stomach.
So long story short I am fat I will not win the challenge next week in fact I gained during weigh in I am just so fucking pleased with myself I could vomit. no really I have started. if anything goes in my mouth I make sure it comes back out!! my teeth are bothering me now but maybe it will keep my stupid ass from eating to begin with. at least that is the plan.
I suck ass, my life sucks ass, and my will power yep you guessed it. sucks ass. lol So lets start from sunday where we left off. After blogging and FBing I went and did a cardio dance exercise for an hour. Then cleaned a bit and the weather was getting very nice so put on my snow clothes and outside I wnet. I shoveled my porch for 70 minutes. by every site I googled it was somewhere between 420-460 cals burnt. I was very excited thought with that cleaning and exercising 139 should be no prob by monday morn. After I shoveled I came in the house to take a break I was feeling really hungry and so off to the kitchen I went. found some chili thought that would keep me from binging if I ate light small things and it was only 260 cals. then for dinner I ate one of my soup on hands and 2 glasses of wine. Still feeling pretty positive about weigh ins the next day. so up early monday so I could get 1 hour of zumba in and as I headed up stairs steped on the scale and that stupid bitch said 142.6 OMG I cried while doing zumba WTF really 2 lbs in less than 24 hours. I mean by all scientific accounts I would have needed to eat 6000 cals to do that I am am telling you there is no way in hell I could eat that many cals and not be sick to my stomach.
So long story short I am fat I will not win the challenge next week in fact I gained during weigh in I am just so fucking pleased with myself I could vomit. no really I have started. if anything goes in my mouth I make sure it comes back out!! my teeth are bothering me now but maybe it will keep my stupid ass from eating to begin with. at least that is the plan.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
140.6 I can do this!!
So shopping yesterday was good. Found a cheap dishwasher ($309.00) and cheap microwave ($200.00) Could have gone cheaper but wanted stainless steel. My frig is already stainless so since I need the other two things went with that. Of course Like I said before hubby is not Mr. Fix it so they are not hooked up or working yet lol.
Went to Ross for a few more outfits for vegas found my dress just need to figure out what shoes to wear now. Post two pics of my dress below. I like it
I have a million things I want to get done today, laundry cleaning, and would like to shovel some snow off the back porch I hate shoveling but I think of all the cals it burns just posted a pic of that below also lol The striped thing in the corner is a swinging bench we sit on in the summer. I think it needs shoveled. Oh and I also have to write a stupid english paper by tomorrow night. I hate english thank god there is only 1 week left of that awful class.
I bought some jello and 80 cal soup on hand from campbells yesterday also this is my food along with a bunch of veggies I bought for the rest of the week the challenge ends the 12th and I have to win I mean really if I do have an ED it should be very easy for me to win a weight loss challenge right?? I have been obsessing about that for weeks now.
Ok pics below.
Went to Ross for a few more outfits for vegas found my dress just need to figure out what shoes to wear now. Post two pics of my dress below. I like it
I have a million things I want to get done today, laundry cleaning, and would like to shovel some snow off the back porch I hate shoveling but I think of all the cals it burns just posted a pic of that below also lol The striped thing in the corner is a swinging bench we sit on in the summer. I think it needs shoveled. Oh and I also have to write a stupid english paper by tomorrow night. I hate english thank god there is only 1 week left of that awful class.
I bought some jello and 80 cal soup on hand from campbells yesterday also this is my food along with a bunch of veggies I bought for the rest of the week the challenge ends the 12th and I have to win I mean really if I do have an ED it should be very easy for me to win a weight loss challenge right?? I have been obsessing about that for weeks now.
Ok pics below.
Friday, March 2, 2012
It's Friday
Yes it is friday not that friday is any more special to me that say a tuesday cause it just means that I now have 2 days of different work. House work kid work, and the fight to not visit the kitchen 20 times a day. Our weather has been crazy in the last week I am sure we have gotten over a foot of snow it never ends here till like mid may gggrrr. Tomorrow I am off to the big city to buy me a new dishwasher. I am actually really excited I have not had one in like 21/2 years. My hubby is no Bob Villa tried to fix it once and ruined the floor in the process.
To answer a few questions. I work as the accounts receivable manager at a small business in the town I live in. I have to pace myself at work or I will get all my work done before the end of the day and then have nothing to look busy with lol..Also I have to wait for things like mail and ups so if I have nothing to do and they have not come yet it makes for a long day.
Dying to be pretty...I stalked your blog. I love meeting older people with eating issues I mean I feel for the young girls really i mean I was there 10-15 years ago so I know what they are feeling but when you are now a wife and a mom and live on your own your eating issues take on a whole new level of crap. I am now following all your blogs and look forward to reading your input about mine. I do worry about someone here finding my blog but (and as mean is this is) I doubt mean in this town have an ED and if they do it is COE. also not being a perfect LDS person (which I am not) in this town makes you bad a sinner even so I think that if certain people come across my blog they would never say anything because they would have to explain why they were blogging about an ED to start with. Not sure if that makes sense.
Not much more to write thanks for all your comments and thanks to everyone that follows me. I will try and post something this weekend!
To answer a few questions. I work as the accounts receivable manager at a small business in the town I live in. I have to pace myself at work or I will get all my work done before the end of the day and then have nothing to look busy with lol..Also I have to wait for things like mail and ups so if I have nothing to do and they have not come yet it makes for a long day.
Dying to be pretty...I stalked your blog. I love meeting older people with eating issues I mean I feel for the young girls really i mean I was there 10-15 years ago so I know what they are feeling but when you are now a wife and a mom and live on your own your eating issues take on a whole new level of crap. I am now following all your blogs and look forward to reading your input about mine. I do worry about someone here finding my blog but (and as mean is this is) I doubt mean in this town have an ED and if they do it is COE. also not being a perfect LDS person (which I am not) in this town makes you bad a sinner even so I think that if certain people come across my blog they would never say anything because they would have to explain why they were blogging about an ED to start with. Not sure if that makes sense.
Not much more to write thanks for all your comments and thanks to everyone that follows me. I will try and post something this weekend!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
I think I am a stalker
LOL I sit here all day waiting for someone to write something so I can read it lol. I look forward to coming on there in the morning. God I think I need a life or I need to actually work when I am at work. I hate days that read slow I think Monday is my fav day here cause I am rarely able to get on on the weekend.
So not much else going on. I am trying hard not to eat alot I have got to win or at least place in the weight loss challenge so I can have that extra money for vegas.
Wilted-Rose...Thanks so much for the great comments I got our costumes off of an Alica in Wonderland costume site lol.
And as also Miranda I love reading your comments thanks for always letting me know you are there!!
So not much else going on. I am trying hard not to eat alot I have got to win or at least place in the weight loss challenge so I can have that extra money for vegas.
Wilted-Rose...Thanks so much for the great comments I got our costumes off of an Alica in Wonderland costume site lol.
And as also Miranda I love reading your comments thanks for always letting me know you are there!!
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