Not much to say

Basically I just wanted to tell the few new followers I have HI. Thanks for followin me and look forward to your comments.

Next I wanted to say back to Miranda's comment that I am jealous of my friends lack of ED knowledge. I envy their Oh look gained a pound oh well attitude and really I dont ever remember feeling like that. Even when I was little/younger I would get all upset when I would have to go up a size in jeans and then would work really hard to make them loss on me.

I envy them but really can not imagine life any other way??? crazy.

Quick update

So went and tanned today need to look hot for vegas...any ways they put some of the weigh ins up on the mirror. Someone loss 7LBS in a week OMG I have got to step up my game!!! I want the cash and I want to look hot for vegas!!! Working overtime now!

Week 1 weight in

So yesterday was the first weigh in of the weigh challenge I joined. I looked though all of my clothes to find the lightest thing i had since I have to weigh in with them one. I only had 3 cups of coffee and NO water till after I got there on my lunch. marched in place at work and stepped on the scale yesterday and it read 145.8 last week it was 150 I am feeling pretty good. I just hope I can keep it up. Cash is a great incentive lol...So I am going to start tanning for my trip in March hopefully they have everyones weight on the mirror so I can see how others did.

So had to post my crazy ED out bust from yesterday. My friend is also doing the challenge she had a baby last July so she is still trying to loss a few pounds. Anyway I was leaving coffee yesterday and asked her if she was doing the challenge also, she said yea and I asked her if she weighed in before coming to coffee, she looked at me weird and said no I will just go after. I was like OMG you are going to sit here and drink coffee for an hour then weigh in??? She could not understand why I was freaking out so bad. I cant understand why she would add unneeded weight to her number. I know my firends think I am crazy and it seems the older I get the hard it is to hide my crazy ED thoughts, they just come out of my mouth without me realizing it.

Quick Question for anyone who wants to answer

So I was at the store last night buying celery, green peppers and I remember all you ladies talking about 0 cal energy drinks so I bought the black ice monsters but my question is what am I hoping to gain from drinking them?? I really dont drink a lot of energy drinks just wondering why you all drink them.
Thanks in advance for the reply.

I dont have a title

Sorry I dont really know what to put as a title cause I am just full of random stuff today.

First my Acia, hoodia, green tea pills came last friday really excited about that not sure how good they are working cause my weight has been up and do so much lately.

Second the soup worked good until it was gone loss about 8 lbs then gained back 5 gggrrr.

And the news I am the most excited about is.....There is a beauty Solon that is doing an 8 week weight loss challenge for anyone that wants to do it. i went in today. it cost $20.00 so maybe the fact that I am a tight ass when it comes to money will motivate me. There is a cash reward and the challenge ends the 12th of March a week before Vegas. This would be the best free money to take!!!.. I am going to the store tonight to buy celery green peppers and anything else low cal i can think of to take to work with me to eat. I will not have a doughnut on friday and the vending machine is completely off limits. I am a pretty competitive person when it is put up on a poster board (We choose different names lol) for the world to see. My weight at 1:00pm was 150lbs. That is 4 lbs heavier than I weighted at 5:00am this morning I wanted to die when I seen that number. I cant wait to see how this goes.

141.4???

So I dont know what is in the soup but that was my weight this morning. I put 2 cups in a bowl for lunch and only are 1 1/2 and the same with dinner. I had my coffee and water then ate 2 jolly ranchers last night thanks again for the idea!! I am a little bummed this morning I got up to find my step-son (that moved out of 2 years ago) sleeping in my living room so no zumbu and for some reason my 8 year old is awake he is watching a movie on netflixs so no palates. It is about 16 degrees outside so I really do bnot want to go running I am sitting here thinks of how and were i can get some exercising in. We are going snowboarding later but i am worried that will not be enough today. So here I sit with my coffee smokes laptop and blogspot.... what to do maybe I can just go to my room and do some leg lifts jumping jacks and sit-ups or maybe I step-son will leave in the next hour??? yea like he is going to get up before 10 hahaha.
Hope you all have a great day.

Soups on

Ok sorry about another post but I just finished making my soup totaled everything up calorie wise and thought I would share. I am not sure how much each bowl is going to be but I will eat 2 cups full with 4 crackers at each meal. so cal count for soup

1 pack lean turkey 680 cals
1 can black peas 385 cals
3 cups low sodium V8 150 cals
2 cups diced celery 34 cals
1 cup diced Zucchini 20 cals
1 green pepper 33 cals
2 cups chopped cilantro10 cals
1 cup chopped parsely 22 cals
2 cups water 0 cals
1 teaspoon balck pepper 0 cals
1 teaspoon garlic salt 0 cals
1 teaspoon ground cumin 0 cals
1 teaspoon cayene pepper0 cals
total 1334 cals

You can add different veggie if you want but those are what i picked. it is smelling really good and actually cant wait to have my first bowl. When I looked at the complete total I was a bit alarmed but remember this is 2 meals of 3 days worth. I will weigh in tomorrow and let you know if i lost anything. I have had nothing but coffee and water so far and did an hour of palates and have been clean (i mean cleaning) my house to keep moving. God I hope this soup works at least a little.